May 2012
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Fruits Basket makes me cry every time I read it. Everyone’s so lonely, and by the end they’ve found themselves…
Life is like a piano
The white keys represent happiness and the black keys represent sadness. But as you go through life, remember that the black keys make music too.
“Relationships are meant for so much more than a ephemeral moment… it’s...”
– Shirley
maybe it's my fault too
It would have been best to cut my relationship with you, to just stop talking altogether. I missed you… I wish I had the common sense then to think of how I’d feel now.
April 2012
my insecurities get the best of me…
I just want to get out of this place.
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I know you’re just talking to me to get rid of boredom… I guess I kept on replying to those texts because I was hoping for something to happen eventually. Inside I know you couldn’t care less about something happening, so why do I keep wishing? I need to stop caring.
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Today really should have been better… All the things my mom said made me so heartsick. I just couldn’t stop crying. I don’t know how much longer I can take being here, whenever I would be feeling the way I am now I’d go to my grandmas house. I never told her how my mom made me feel, but she would always know when I felt sad.
I don’t get how you can make...
I like you, because you're you.
when you listen to your favourite band and you have this warm feeling in your stomach because their music makes you so happy and you’re so proud of them and you love them more than anything
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Parents know how to make you feel like crap. Sometimes even believe it.
It seems like everyone I talk to about them always say the same things. I guess that’s why I stopped talking to people about them. I really just want to tell someone how they make me feel, the side comments that hurt me so much, how I want to leave so badly, I’m so jealous of my friends who have great...
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Last month, 1Q84 had 45 holds. Right now it’s 23… maybe I should just wait a while to read it.
“Being away from everyone else may be lonely, but being away from you will be...”
– Fruits Basket (via last-hello-endscape)
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This week seemed to go faster than I thought it would. The only thing I’m looking forward to right now is the Morikami field trip on saturday, and parrot jungle with deca may 10. After that, it’s 3 weeks of nothing and finally last week of schoollll.
replicants:
i wonder if theres someone out there who thinks about me a lot
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I guess we all have to live with those people who make you feel more alone than you already are. Even if they live with you…what can you do about it?
I went to my school’s christian club for the first time today. It was really nice, like a small group. I actually can’t believe I didn’t go earlier in the year lol but I’m glad I went. My friend’s mom said she would even give me rides home afterwards ^^
Love is not easy, you see.
Love can’t be placed into a little box, wrapped up with nice ribbons and given off to someone without thinking.
Love hurts, it’s painful, irrational, cruel and illogical.
hanthelion:
I like to stretch out in bed and ignore the world while I make believe a perfect life.
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time to go to sleep.
idiotblogger:
No mom they aren’t strangers on the internet they went to school with me but moved away
so I just did my nails
supposedly soft colors and pastels are “in” for spring? They’re pretty, but I don’t own pastels lol so I borrowed a pink from my aunt, gold, and used the silver liner my grandma sent me ^^ Gold is the base, stripe of pink and thin stripe of silver. The ring finger on both hands are glittery~ Pictures if I can get good lighting tomorrow.
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